It's Been A Long Time...I Shouldn'ta Left You...

Yeah, yeah, I know it has been a while. I've had so much going on. I am 31 weeks now. Funny how time flies when you're having fun. Right now I am watchin this story about China's Elephant Man. This is so sad!!! Neurofibromatosis. WTF that has got to be from the pit of hell. Anyway what's been going on? Well...

-The vomiting came back
- I still look good : )
-We moved into a big a house
-I'm finally getting used to the idea of a baby
-I have bad allergies
-I am still wearing heels
-Sometimes it feels like my legs are going to detach from my body
-Moving while pregnant was horrible.

I had my glucose test last week. I had to drink this thing that was like an orange pop. The test is supposed to determine if you have gestational diabetes, which I'm pretty sure I don't have. Everything else has been good. There's really not been anything exciting, except for the fall I took last Sunday. I fell up the steps in the new house. I slid into the fridge on my knee and elbow. I must have gotten up too fast because about 10 minutes later, I was still trying to cook my chicken and I kind of fell out and hit my head on the dishwasher. I tried to play it off like I was ok but I was scared to death. I've never seen P so worried. But, I'm ok. If anything it felt like it knocked some sense into me.

I have not gained a lot of weight - I'm still not at my "fat" weight. I'm around 185. It's all boobs and baby. Right now I don't feel as wide as I have before...my pants son't like to stay up but I would look crazy wearing a belt with them. I can't wait to get back into my clothes.

How are they going to fix this man?

I'm watching the baby move around in my stomach. I don't really have a any fat, it's ALL baby.

So, I guess I haven't blogged because there isn't really anything exciting happening! And no news is good news. I'm still ridiculously worried about things I can't do anything about. I worry about this baby all the time and hope I am not doing/eating/drinking/taking/saying anything that would damage him or her. I PRAY for a healthy, happy, non crying baby and a SPEEDY delivery. I notice I'm more emotional lately. I still hope the baby comes on 7/20, my grandma's b-day. I think that's going to be the baby's b-day too.

The shower is going to be on July 12. That should be fun. We're doing the Zen theme. I think we are going to have a good time. I am going to try to stop worrying. People have babies every day. These young girls make it look so easy but sadly I think most of them are jacked up anyway. I don't want to be an average mother. I want to be a good one.

I'm on bi-weekly doctor's appointments now. I'll post after the next one!