A sad day

I don't know if I am completely hormonal or what.
I have been through the gamut of emotions today.

I am seriously worried...I guess because I look at my life and wonder how am I going to raise a kid if I don't have a concept of what to do with my own life?

How am I going to raise a child if I have no idea what to do with my own life?

I am tired of going from one idea to the next.
I don't even want to go to church tonight, because I don't feel like I want to keep hearing the message. It does not seem to be panning out for me.

I'm not saying that God is not at work in my life, because I know He is. I'm just tired of not knowing what move to make next. I keep asking Him what is my purpose and I'm not getting an answer.

I feel kinda...worthless? I'm not working, I can't make any of the moves I'd like to, and I feel like I have no power. And, I have no money. This I cannot deal with.

Hopefully I will feel better tomorrow. For now I need to take a nap.